Undiscovered

I made one of these cause I need any therapeutic thing I can get :D

Life has been very good to me lately.
But I miss my best friend. Why is it that everything can never be perfect all together? It's always gotta be one or the other. But it's better then it all being shit though right? I seriously can't complain with the way things are going right now :]
I'm happier then I've ever been in a LONG time. It's amazing, because I was losing hope of ever being truly happy again. I got used to having a permanent fake smile, and now it's scary, cause that fake smile is gone. That was always my shield, my guard. And I've finally let it down, yup, I admit it, My guard is down. Not to you, or anyone else, but to one person. And that's when it's the scariest. I'm vulnerable now, out in the open, anything can happen now. It's taken me a while to trust, and I didn't think it could be done again, but it has.. hah.
It's scary to get used to a good thing.
Why is it easier to be used to bad then it is to good?


You can't trust anything, especially life.
I worry about Caro, my best friend, my sister,
our souls are very much alike. All we want is to make the ones we love happy, no matter what it takes. Even if it hurts us.
Life is crazy, and complicated. It's a roller coaster, it seems scary at first, it goes up and down, but in the end you learn it's fun :D